Say what you can manage today
Other people may expect a gathering, a visit or a conversation you do not want. You can explain your participation without settling how everyone should remember: “I can come for lunch. I need to leave before the evening.”
If you want to decline, you can say that too. Missing a gathering does not tell other people everything about your relationship with the person who died. You do not owe them that explanation in order to decide about today.
If alcohol or other substances will be present, think about company and a way to leave before arriving. Tell the person helping you if being there makes you want to drink or use.
Remember in the way you choose
You might look at a photograph, cook something familiar or spend the day doing ordinary things. You can stop looking or talking when you have had enough. Choosing an activity does not commit you to completing it.
People close to you may want something different. Children should not have to choose between adults' wishes or keep the adults calm. Make their care an adult responsibility.
Ask for the kind of company you need
Try: “Could you call after dinner? I don't want to be alone then.” Or: “Please help with the meal, but don't ask me to talk about the death.” Say if your needs change while someone is with you.
The National Institute on Aging's grief resources can help you find further information. If distress keeps disrupting sleep, daily care or safety, tell a qualified professional what is happening. You can ask about the difficulty you are having now without first deciding whether you ought to feel differently by this date.
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